REALITY AND FANTASY

Torn between reality and fantasy
Which do I chose
Which world do I want to live in

In reality life
Can be so cruel
And scares me

In fantasy I can
Make the choices
I can’t make in reality

In reality I always make
The choices
I have to make

In fantasy I only
Make choices
I want to make
And break those
Choices so easily

Which should I chose
Should it be reality?
Which is so cruel
And scary to me
Or should it be fantasy
Where I can be whoever
I want to be

But are these worlds
The same one
Do I have to choose?
Reality has been
So cruel to me
And yet so kind to me
Fantasy seems to be
Much kinder to me
Which do I chooseIs the choice mine