FIRST

When I first met
Him I wanted to
See him again

I saw him again
And didn't want him
To leave

Then I saw him
A third time
And was shocked
By my own thoughts

WONDER WHY

You wonder why I like
You so
You say you’re surprised
I like you

I can’t answer your
Question because
I don’t know why I
Like you so

I know though
The feelings I have
Are ones I’ve
Not known before

Before I met you
I didn’t know anything
About the feelings and
Emotions
I feel when I'm with you

You touch my heart
In a way it hasn't
Been touched before

The only thing I do know
Is I want to be with you
More each time we’re together.

APART

When we’re apart you’re
Always in my heart
And I picture your face
In my mind

When we’re not together
It hurts because
I can’t be near you
Or touch you

When I can’t touch you
It hurts so much
I hate not being able
To touch you and show you
How I feel for you

When we are together again
I find my emotions and
Feelings for you grow
That bit stronger Than before

MY LOVE FOR YOU

My love for you
Is still new and unsure

But I know for sure
It is love
I feel for you

My love for you
Is confused
But yet it makes perfect sense
When we’re together

My love for you
Is scared
Yet I feel safeWithin your arms

I LOOK

I look at your face
And thank the stars
That you are mine

I look at your face
And wonder why
I fell for you
Then I look at you again
And find the answer

It’s simple
It all just
Because your you

WHAT CAN I SAY

What can I say?
That I haven't
Already spoken

What can I do?
That I haven't
Already done

I say I love you
I make love to you

Yet I still
Feel doubt
In your heart

What other way
Can I prove?
My love for you
Is true

I look at you
In a certain way
So why
Do you still
DoubtMy love for you

YOU TOUCH MY?

You touch my face
With your
Tender hand

You touch
My face
I feel so special inside

You touch
My face
And make me
Feel so pretty
Inside

You touch
And caress
My body
And make me
Feel so special

You touch
And caress
My body
And make
Me feel perfect

You touch
My body
You make me
Want to feel
Your tender
Touch that bit more

The other day

The other day
I hurt
Your feelings

It hurts me
Knowing I've hurt you

I never meant
To hurt you
It cut me up
Knowing I'd hurt you

I wanted to
Be the one
Hurting inside
And feeling
The pain you felt

After I saw
You where upset
I thought
I was going to lose you

It was then I realized
That I'm falling
In love with you

When

When I first met you

I knew I wanted
To be near you again

We’ve spent a little
Bit of time together
Getting to know each
Each other

Yet it already feels
We’ve known
Each other for years

I find the more
I see you
And know about you
The more
I want to get
Closer to you

When I feel
Your tender touch
I don't
Want to stop
Feeling your touch

When you kiss
And caress me
I almost lose my mind
With pleasure

When we’re together
I just don’t
Know how
To express
The pleasure I feel
When I’m with you

SEXUAL

My mind and body
Are yearning
To be touched
Caressed

My body yearns
To be touched
In a sexual way

My mind tells
Me I want
To behave
In a sexual way

But how can I
When I haven't
Met someone
I want to share
These sexual feelings with

Do I keep these
Feelings inside
Or do I
Just write them down

What else is there
For me to do

I HEAR A LOVE SONG

I hear a love song
And think of you
But can’t picture your face
Because we haven't met

But I believe
Your somewhere
Out there
Looking for me too

Could you be?
In the same
Town has me
Or are you
The other side of the world

Or maybe
You’re the one
I just can’t get close to

I hear another love song
And wonder whether
We’ll find each other

REALITY AND FANTASY

Torn between reality and fantasy
Which do I chose
Which world do I want to live in

In reality life
Can be so cruel
And scares me

In fantasy I can
Make the choices
I can’t make in reality

In reality I always make
The choices
I have to make

In fantasy I only
Make choices
I want to make
And break those
Choices so easily

Which should I chose
Should it be reality?
Which is so cruel
And scary to me
Or should it be fantasy
Where I can be whoever
I want to be

But are these worlds
The same one
Do I have to choose?
Reality has been
So cruel to me
And yet so kind to me
Fantasy seems to be
Much kinder to me
Which do I chooseIs the choice mine

IN MY DREAMS / IN REALITY

In my dreams
We are together
But in reality
I can’t get near you

In my dreams
I know you so well
In reality I don't
Know the real you

In my dreams
We are always together
In reality
You are so far away
From me
So far you don't
Know me
And I don't know you

But in my sweet dreams
We are so close
close
Like lovers

But in reality
There are so many
Others wanting
To be near you

SUNSHINE

Its a sunny day
I think of romance

I see couples together
And wonder
Why what's so wrong
With me
For me to be alone
On a sunny day

I lay in the sun
Just day dreaming
Of you being
Here with me

I picture us
Kissing and caressing each other
In the sunshine

I'm laying on
My bed
Writing this poem

You enter into
My thoughts
But who are you
Where are you

Are you sitting
In the sunshine
Thinking
Of a girl
Just like me

I love you

I love you
For the way
You hold me

I love you
For the way
You make me feel

I love you
For the way
You cut
The crust of my toast

I love you
For the way
You kiss and caress me

I love you
For the way
You make me laugh

I love you
For just being you

Haunted

I was haunted by
Thoughts of you

I was haunted by
Feelings I had
So long ago for you

I was haunted by
The way
I felt for you

I was haunted by
Why I still
Had such
Feelings for you

I was haunted by
The guilt
I felt inside
Because of the feelings
I still had for you

Virus

I had a virus
It got into
My mind

I had a virus
It got
Under my skin

I had a virus
It made me
Insane

Player

Player
You played me
So well

Player
You've hurt
Me so

Player
You played me
So sweetly

Player
I thought
You were
My Friend

Player
I never
Thought you'd
Play me

Player
Why did
You play me so

GUILT

Guilt
Why you got
Hold of me so?

Guilt
How do I kill you?

Guilt
Why do you
Twist me up so
Inside?

Guilt
Will you always
Be with me?

Our time

Our time
Was such
A long time ago

Our time
Has passed
Us by

Our time
Was never used

Our time
Can never be
Or will never
Be again

You are

You are
The air I breathe

You are
Under my skin

You are
In my soul

You are
In my heart

You are
My true love

You are
All I see

You are
My temptation

You are
My strength

You are
My weakness

You are
My lover

You are
Part of me